Reunion

Thanks to Siew Ling, I manage to meet up with a few friends whom I have not met ever since after high school and that was FOUR (4) YEARS AGO since I graduated from high school.

It was Siew Ling's birthday party that reunite me with my fellow high schoolmates. They are Siew Ling (the birthday girl), Hooi Fern (from the Manufacturing proffesion), Kha Munn (who is KL UCSI now), May Fang (kindergarten teacher in Penang), and my dearest Mei Ling (future Kindergarten Principle.. Ha! Ha! Ha!).

Among all of us, it is very obvious I was the alien there as I did not update myself much since high school ends. And guess what, all of them except Mei Ling  and Hooi Fern are dating for more than 5 years now and it's my first time meeting up with Justin (May Fang's boyfriend) and Walter (Siew Ling's boyfriend). Exceptional for Kha Munn because she did not bring her partner along and mind was too far to bring.

Mei Ling and I reach the venue on time at exactly 20:00hrs (Malaysian Time GMT +0800) after 2.5hours of shopping for a present. LOL! And we were the first of her friends to arrive.

When all arrive and we were chatting, Mei Ling's antena was too short to receive the conversation topics... LOL.. Nevertheless, we all had fun catching up. And oh yea, we are gonna have another gathering again on Dec 28. Woo hoo!!!

See you all soon xoxo

AnOtHeR cHaPtEr Of My LiFe

Life has always been colourful as it shines upon you. I never thought I would say this but right now, I am gonna say I LOVE LIFE!!!


All this while, over this time that I had spent on Earth, I had always thought life is dark and it is full on threats. Somehow or rather, I realise today that life happens with the creation of Him. And with Him, I am able to see such a beautiful world that gives me so much experience. 


I was in the midst of playing with a game yesterday when I read a post by Isaac Tan, that mentioned about Periyashini Sivalingam who met with an accident along Scotland Road early in the morning on December 12th, 2010 at about approximately 0500hrs. 


When I was in the ward taking assignment that evening, I saw her and I had all sorts of feeling in within. I tear when I came out of the room she was warded on my way home. An 18 year old young lady, who drove her car with all hearts and patience of fetching her father to the hospital early in the morning for haemodialysis crash her car into a divider. 


How could I not appreciate life before this? How could I have wasted all my time on crazy silly things that someone might not even had the chance to spent their life another minute on Earth.


From now on, there will be no more wasting of time. And I will work hard towards what ever that I have started. The Lord from above, I know He will always look upon all of us. 


I pray and hope that Periyashini Sivalingam, a student of Diploma Nursing in Penang Adventist Hospital will be recovered as soon as possible and be able to return home to her family and to continue her journey in Nursing career.  May the Holy Angels be with her and her family providing them with strength and His healing hands cast upon her. In the name of our saviour, Jesus Christ, AMEN!


We also urge that if there is anyone out there who is 'O positive' blood' kindly come over to Penang Adventist Hospital Blood Bank to donate blood for her. She needs the blood URGENTLY for her surgeries. The Penang Adventist Hospital Blood Bank is open on Monday-Thursday 0800-1630 hours, Friday & Sunday 0800-1230 hours. Lunch hour on Monday-Thursday is at 1300-1400hours is close and work resumes at 1400 hours.


Thank you so much. Drive safely and always remember your family members are awaiting for you back home. 

Weekend =)

It has been a week since semester break. During the 1 week, I have not achieve much actually in which I am not satisfied with myself. Although it is said to be holidays, I was back to the ward for my clinical on Thursday and Friday due to lack of percentage for my clinical log. 


It was much of a satisfaction on Thursday as I think I had perform better than today. As I was performing a dressing today, I had basically violated the aseptic techniques :'( I wish I could rewind back time and did better.


Anyway, it is weekend again and I am looking forward to a good rest before the new week starts.


Till then, I will try to relax and not stress myself too much! 

ReSuLtS. . . . .

So after the frustration of having to wait... wait... wait... FINALLY I GOT MY RESULTS!
But I am not proud of myself at all :'( It makes me feel bad really...


First of all, it's about the warning letter from the college administration due to my own stupid act of not handing my assignments on time. Told you it's not something to be proud of!


Secondly, well I passed 4 out of 5 papers for my semester final examination. And what paper was that? Obstetric and Gynaecology... well, as a girl I failed that paper and the guys could even do better than me, I felt a disgraced of myself.


Last but not least, I passed my skills test but did not score it! DAMN! It was only 6 more points to score... 84% was not bad... but still damn myself for the organising part of the skills... Geezz... I could have done better though :( 


Anyway, not something I am happy about... Nothing much to note around... Yea, just one more.. WAITING FOR CLINICAL EVALUATION.. I'm gonna be screwing myself from inside out... Well, let's see what's next!

FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FrustraciJa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frustrachas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waiting...

In life the worst thing to do is to wait... wait... wait... and not knowing what is going to happen next. 


Right now, first of all I am WAITING for my examination results to be out which they (college administration) said it should be out last Friday... then postpone it to Monday due to technical error, then postpone again to Tuesday but nothing came out and today they said it will be out only tomorrow because one of our classmate who was hospitalised during the examination period has not finish the papers yet. 


Fine with that! Secondly, I am still waiting for the disciplinary board. Well, they were suppose to see me on Friday but I ended up waiting in the college compound feeling like a total loser and being a fool of myself I actually waited till 1700hrs and the person in-charge says "I think we would not be seeing you today. We will call you." Were you in my shoes, how would you feel? Of course I am at my own fault for creating such havocs for myself but well, is it not mean of them to make a student feel so miserable like they do not know what is going to happen to them next? 


Finally, skills test is schedule on Friday and might be brought forward to Thursday as a message was relayed to me on Tuesday. Since it is Wednesday today, my friend and I would like a conformation so that we can prepare ourself. Somehow, we have waited since morning till now at 1530hrs, and still not able to meet up with the tutor that is gonna be evaluating us.


Seriously, I am sick of waiting... waiting... and continously waiting for all this uncertainty! It is rather frustrating but I really hate it :'(


I do really feel like banging my head!!! 

You read it right! I'm stress up and I do really wanna try this out...

This is exactly how I feel now... FRUSTRATION!!!

Annual Dinner 2010

This year marks Penang Adventist Hospital's 86th birthday. It's establishment was back in 1924. Anyway, we had our annual dinner this year in Penang Equatorial Hotel (Matahari Ballroom) AGAIN!!! LOL.. I know I should not be complaining but hey, I am not complaining all I am saying is AGAIN!... Okay, enough of my crap. 

The journey begins from Penang Adventist Hospital with Mummy. We took the bus booked by the hospital. Unfortunately, Mummy loses the bus ticket that was bought. She was disappointed at one point till I saw tears running down her cheeks. :'( She told the Security who was checking on the bus tickets and they told us to wait. Mummy's expression was totally different when she thought she could not board on the bus as this year she is gonna receive the service award for her 20 years of service in PAH. Finally, we manage to board on the bus when the other Security told us we were allow to board on. Okay, enough of the sad part. Moving on...

Event kicked off with Dato' Teddric J. Mohr giving his opening speech followed by opening prayer led by Pastor Francis Amer of the Chaplaincy Department. We were entertain with a few groups of performances such as singing, dancing and even modelling. Guess what... They are all our own PAH staff ;-)

Now, here is the menu:

Equatorial Combination of Oriental Hors D' Oeuvres (Vegetarian)

Cream of Pumpkin Soup (Vegetarian) - served with Cheese Sticks

Steamed Oriental Vegetables (Vegetarian) - in Tofu Sheet Dome on Garlic Spinach

Tea Smoked Chicken (Non-Vegetarian) - on Black Bean Sauce with Steamed Mantao Bun

Deep Fried Red Snapper (Non-Vegetarian) - in Cheong Chin Sauce

Fried Rice Special (Vegetarian) - Fried Rice Malay Style with Egg Serunding and Vegetable Crackers Served with Vegetarian Sambal Sauce

Creme Brulee - With Fresh Strawberry Compote

And here are some photos from the event! The crazy us XD 

Food (Part II)

Haha I cannot believe it myself! I actually went out to buy McDonald's for myself after the rice and egg and I had. LOL..
So right now, I am enjoying myself eating and blogging at the same time.. Damn! Why am I eating like a glutton? I seriously have no idea. Stress? Glutton? What ever the reason is.. YES I AM EATING!!!
So, watching Hocus Pocus now on AXN and eating my yummy McChicken burger with fries and a large Coca-Cola... I am definitely feeling darn good :D

Oh gosh! I'm so gonna put on weight. Not lose it ... Hahaha...
Don't worry, I have 1 month to lose it back... Hey, enjoy life before regretting it.

Till then on my next blog will be about the Annual Dinner I am gonna attend tonight! xoxo

Food

I had a green apple for dinner and at 2200hrs my tummy started to drums. It felt so acidic. I hold onto it and continue chatting with my boyfriend till 2330hrs. As I could not stand the hunger and told myself that I would not be eating, I end up going to bed. 


Waking up with the bright sun shining into my eyes, I had to drag myself hard to get out of the bed at 0930hrs. I had 4 slices of bread with kaya (Malaysian version of coconut jam) and cheese with a cup of black coffee. That did not last me long. Then I came online chatting with my college junior, Vetha. And once again at 1130hrs my angry stomach starts to drum. This time it drums hard, so I got myself Julie's peanut butter cookies and had a pack of it. 


Mummy came back to Grandma's house here at around 1330hrs with Aunt Annie, Uncle Richard and my lovely hyperactive 8 year old little Calvin. She had not had her lunch, therefore, she went to heat up Grandma's dishes of asam pedas and soy sauce chicken leg. I end up with an egg with rice covered with light soy sauce with white pepper. Yummy!!! Oh yea, I love egg with rice that way. Haha, I know I am crazy. So what?


Anyway, after having my lunch I was actually mad. How do I say myself mad? It's extremely crazy because the next minute after I finished my food while washing the dishes in the kitchen, I was telling Aunt Annie I wanna go buy McDonald's. 


Well, I'm still here and not having my McDonald's. I am already thinking of tonight. What's in stall for tonight? Oh yes, Penang Adventist Hospital Annual Dinner!!! 


Well, till then I will still be thinking of food... Wonder how can I live without FOOD!!!

Mrs. Miracle

Good morning everyone =) What a bright sunny day we have here today. Though the weather forecast is 30 degree Celsius, I see the bright Sun that is shining into my room. 


I woke up at 0930hours (Malaysian Time - GMT +0800) heading directly to the bathroom for a shower and forgetting to brush my teeth. LOL... How silly could I be? Forgetting to brush my teeth which is my routine. Yea, I know you might be laughing at me at this moment! Anyway, I did brush my teeth after all - after I came out from shower realising that I forgot. 


Did not know what to do after shower, and did not had the appetite to eat my breakfast, I kept myself in the room, turning on my lappy and decided that I would watch a movie on DVD. Screening through the numbers of DVD's that I have bought and not watched over the months, I decided to watch Mrs. Miracle. It's already a year old movie. Was screen in 2009 if I am not wrong. Ya ya ya, I am as slow as a cockroach if you are talking about movies. 


I laugh, I smile, I cried, but thankfully I did not get bored with the movie. I would rate the movie 4/5. What is this show Mrs. Miracle all about? Well, if you have not watch it, it's a good story line. This movie was actually adapted from the book-author, Debbie Macomber. 

Anyway, it's a good movie relating to love and forgiving... What a  nice story for Christmas? For sure I love this movie.


I hope miracle will happen onto me. 
And I believe it would happen. God bless all of you and happy weekend =)


Signing off with lots of love to you xoxo

EXAMS!!!!!!

Okay, so here comes the dangerous period of every semester in college. Sorry to say, I seriously dislike this phase of college. Hmmm, nursing isn't my choice of career seriously. So why am i here? Simple!... When you have no money, you do not decide for yourself but let them the elders decide for you.

Now in Year 2 Semester 1, it is so tough. And as I said, Nursing is not my choice. I had a tough time here and I do not like it at all especially examination period. Medical-Surgical (II) was not that bad but I am not that confident. Following day was my Obstetric and Gynaecology, guess what, for the first time ever, everyone agrees that the tip was really a useful one (Hope I nail this one as it was my weakest subject of all). Then here comes my favourite paper, Sociology. It did seem easy but for 40 questions with 1.5marks each, it is not likely as easy as we could have imagine. Finally on Thursday... woots!!! Psychology which makes most of us go psycho for a moment, was tricky.

But what can we do? What has been done is done and there is no turning back. So now, we will all just sit and wait for the results to be out either today or next week.

Oh yea, I forgot to mention. We have Skills Test next week too that will evaluate on our practical in the clinical area. Oh what joy!

Good Luck Class of 2012.

A Dream Come True

Feeling that once were hidden
Are now expressed to you.
Days that once were stormy
Are now the brightest blue.


Time that once were lonely
Are now filled with pleasure.
All that once was mine alone
Are now things we both treasure.


A heart that once was broken
Can now finally mend.
A person once alone in live
Can now call you 'My Love'.


Dreams that once were longed for
Are now all coming true.
The love I once thought was gone
I have now and forever in YOU.

This was adapted from another author (whom I do not know who) to me by Milos Sijacki, love of my life. He sent me this during our first year anniversary which falls on November 13. It touches my heart and it melts me. 


Thank you so much for loving me who I am. For always wanting me so much. As I have said before, there are no more words to describe how I feel for you. I want to be with you Dear. I really want to. And I promise, we will be together and we will work for it right? 
Hugs and kisses Love. 

Birthday

I should say, this year has been wonderful and blessed.
I could not think of what to say but to thank my family and friends.
To celebrate my birthday, which is usually dull and boredom staying home and have dinner all by myself, my aunt asked me "What do you want for your birthday?". I replied her saying, "Nothing but just a simple dinner."
On 24th of September, which was a Friday, I was excited. But I still could not think of what to have for dinner. So in the end, we decided to go to Rib House in Gurney Plaza. I had a chicken salad of all things to eat. Then, we ordered pork ribs which was really yummy!
Throughout the session, Calvin, my little 8 year old cousin was the noisiest among us all. LOL... Oh well, what can I complain of an 8 year old boy who is hyperactive.

Pork Rib

Chicken... can't really remember the name of the dish

Pepperoni Pizza

Pepperoni Pizza

My yummy pork rib

Me & sister outside of Starbucks after dinner

Me & sister

A week later, I had another dinner where I gathered most of my college juniors. Well, that they have to pay for themselves. Haha... Yes, say me stingy! I am I admit it. Nevertheless, it was fun, and we had Pizza from Pizza Hut in Sunrise Tower at Gurney Drive. They had me surprise when Vetha and Izwan says they wanna go to the toilet and came back with a cake for me! I teared with tears of joy.. Thank you guys. After having Pizza, some of them left, and the rest of us went to the Gurney Hawker Centre and we had our Ais-Kacang (ABC), and Bubur Cha-cha.

Group of us before makan time

Izwan could not wait... He started first.. LOL

Opps, missing my cameraman - Vetha

Enjoying my Pizza <3

Haha! Was gonna kill Vetha if he doesn't eat..

Make a wish x3

Birthday cake cutting

After meal

We weren't ready and the Pizza guy captured already.. haha...

Rojak

Ais-kacang (ABC)

Bubur Cha Cha

Ingredients of the bubur cha cha

Overall, I am very happy for what all of you have then. Thank you so much.
And we will gather again next for Chun Xian's birthday! =D

Sex

What does sex really means to all of you??
Well, there are people who just take it as fun.
Some says it's for pleasure of both.
Some says it's just to satisfy one's need.

I have no idea what does the real meaning of sex means anymore..
For one thing I know, sex is to be enjoy!

Gosh, I have no idea why am I even on this topic now... LOL

Sex isn't a thing to sell or a thing that could be bought with money.
To me personally, sex is supposed to be a thing that happens when both enjoy it together and share the moments of it together.

Sex isn't just for husband and wife but could be for boyfriend and girlfriend. It doesn't means it has to be on only a man-woman relationship. It can be man-man or woman-woman relationship. Because we don't discriminate!

However, be careful when you have sex! We need to take care of our own health as well. You wanna do it randomly, just go ahead as long as you know about yourself and your partner.

Enjoy people!!

Love

I love just looking at you, watching what you do. 

I love staring into your eyes i could do it forever.. 

I like to watch you eat for some weird reason. 

I love kissing you and holding you tight. 

I love all the little faces that you make all the time.

I love all the random noises and things you do. 

I love the way you always tease me and can put a smile on my face. 

I love the look on your face when your really concentrated.

I love how your almost always talking or have something to say. 

I love the way your eyes seem to grab me heart every time i look at them. 

I love everything about you. 

Theres not a thing i would change in the world about you
baby.

emo queen

i just realise that i am such an emo queen...
was under some pressure and couldnt take much of it..
most of it studies!
doing just ok with my tests.. most of it only on borderline...
all in all its unsatisfactory to me...

but what is the point of me being emo..
oh yea, fanne also says im aunty mei kwei now...
that makes me so 'lao' (old)... bad bad! =.="

Childish & foolish

I wonder if she's acting like a 22 years old young lady or a 2 years old toddler... For Christ sake, please grow up. Just because I communicate with your boyfriend, and tried to help you out instead you removed me as your friend.

Don't come telling me your depressed and all the bullsh**. If you are, what kinda posts you post in FB just shows that you are having a child's brain.

The more your acting that way, it just shows of how immature a person you are. You can be a good care giver, but your not the sister I expect you to be sadly.

Your just so naive, that I do not feel like giving a damn about you right now.

I wish you good luck in your journey!

Capping Ceremony

Wow, time really flies. It is so fast I did not realise that we are already at the end of March. Tomorrow will be the 1st of April 2010.

I am sure at this date, you will remember it as April Fool's Day. Somehow, on this day it will always reminds me of the Capping Ceremony.

Capping ceremony is a day that remarks us the first year students in Penang Adventist College of Nursing receiving our nursing caps for the females and nurse's watch for the male students who are in the Diploma Classes. Meanwhile, the AN class will be receiving their Empullete for both female and male students.

It is a mark of the new journey for us as a nursing student that we will continue to serve the patients and that we will all graduate either as a Registered Nurse (RN) or the Assistant Nurse (AN).

No matter if we serve as an AN or a RN, we serve with our whole heart. As the motto of Penang Adventist Hospital reads, "God Heals, We Help".

The Diploma Class of 2012 together with the Assistant Nurse's Class of 2011 will be the participants for this year's Capping Ceremony.

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A week of sadness

Well, I thought I have started the week with a smile but it ended with a sad face. Wednesday and Thursday was the worst of the week.

I had a Libyan guy who suddenly calls me via phone and proposed to me. And I had only known him online for less than 3 months. He claims to love so much that he wants to meet my parents and tell them he wants to marry me. Was actually betrayed by a girl and it isn't funny. She gave him my number and even told him where I study :-( After rejecting the proposal, he even had the balls to call me the next day and asked me if I would have sex with him since he can't have me as a wife.

Did he thought I was a prostitute by the roadside that would just let him have my body just like that?
Well, he is so wrong about it. I am so scared that I had to make certain changes. I'm just wearing a mask and fake my smile the whole of this week.

Yesterday, my boyfriend's Grandma (paternal side) had passed away due to cancer. What a scary disease it is. I feel so bad that I couldn't be with him at the moment he needs me most. He has to go through with this funeral thing and will be having his exams soon.

I truly love you, Milos and please forgive me that I cannot be with you right now. You do know that I will be with you emotionally and spiritually though not physically at the moment. But someday, we will be together I promise. I have faith in this relationship that it will work out well. I'm still waiting for you to walk me by the altar.

ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
I awake each day with a smile
And greet it with a laugh;
The world is a treasure to me
Because of you.

Everytime I think of something sad,
I replace the thought - with you!
My mind is instantly changed
And my heart is filled with gladness.

Every breath is take is meant for you,
I live this life surrounded with joy,
And I bathe in the promise of your love,
My soul belongs to you.

Each time I see something beautiful
I want to take it and bring it to you
My life has so much meaning now
Because of you.

Milos, my Love

No words could ever replace our love.
These are presents from Milos, Love of my Life.

I LOVE YOU xoxo


A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.