It all begins with Chris P. from the Bristol in United Kingdom. We texted daily, I stayed up late at night just to wait for him to come online on MSN for a chat. Things went pretty smooth and eventually I got to know his family members and that all happen in less than 2 months. Finally, after 4 months. . . that was the end of our relationship. However, I never had any regrets on this relationship that I had with Chris. After breaking up, of course I got so emotional and cried for weeks before I finally got over it. Well, that's not true, I FINALLY got over him only after 2 years. Like I said earlier, that's HISTORY.
Dennis S. then came along into my life. Yup, another foreigner! The big bang here was he is an African and I came from a typical Asian Chinese family. I hid about my relationship from my family members not wanting them to know anything between us but I didn't do quite a good job at it so, yea they finally got to know I had an African boyfriend who lives in Malaysia as well. Oh hell yea, I was like in a time bomb where it will explode at anytime. Anyway, the story between me and him didn't last long either... I broke his heart into million pieces. He was upset, devastated but life moves on and the thing is we are still friends.. VERY GOOD FRIENDS indeed. It is sort of a friendship I would treasure throughout my life.
Then in 2009, there's this guy by the name of Miloš Šijački from Novi Sad, Serbia who claims he loves me. How did we met? Hmm, from Facebook :D Yea, I know what you are thinking... "How can you get into a relationship with a guy from Facebook?". Oh, I forgot to tell you earlier, that is how I got a relationship with all 3 of them through Facebook using the same application - "ARE YOU INTERESTED?" Ha! Ha! So, what happen was this guy by the name of Miloš Šijački started talking to me on Yahoo! Messenger, MSN Messenger and of course on Facebook Chat BUT I always give him reasons and excuses so as not to chat with him. I dislike him and never gave him a chance to get to know me. I know, I am being mean! Sorry Miloš *hope you have forgiven me*
Somehow, I don't really remember what happen but he was always there for me when I need to talk to someone. Nor did I give him my attention neither was I interested in getting to know him better but you know, things happen. Yup, that is how he came into my life then, I thought I would want to try out another relationship and hoping it's not gonna be another heart-broken one.
Therefore for the past 2 years, there has been lots of ups and downs for both of us. Cultural differences, family objections (mostly mine ='(), misunderstandings again from me and etc. etc. The best part of all, he has never even once gave up on me! Although, my father who wanted me to break his heart and I thought my father was right and I did hurt him so badly, he always stays and never once did he complain but instead constantly encouraging me.
I do not know how much more to thank him (Miloš Šijački) for always being there for me, for your constant encouragement, for never giving up on our relationship. The promise that I gave you through the ring that says "STAY WITH ME" and that is what I will do. I will stay with you for all my life.
I LOVE YOU Miloš Šijački..... FOREVER & INFINITELY
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